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Saturday, January 29, 2011

I know i'm spamming blog posts, but this song is how i feel right now.

(Verse 1)
Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreadin' 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me,
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't
(Chorus)
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe that
That should be me

That should be me
(Verse 2)
You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
It's working cause you know that
(Chorus)
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me
(Bridge)
I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart

Ooooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me

(Holding your hand)
That should be me
(The one making you laugh (oh baby oh))
That should be me

That should be me
(Giving you flowers)
That should be me
(Talking for hours)
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never should've let you go
That should be me

I hope you know this is for you.

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6:22 PM

What You Mean To Me lyrics

Can't blame you for thinking
That you never really knew me at all
I tried to deny you
But nothing ever made me feel so wrong

I thought I was protecting you
From everything that I go through
But I know that we got lost along the way

Here I am with all my heart
I hope you understand
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make
That mistake again
You brought me closer
To who I really am
Come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me
What you mean to me

Just know that I'm sorry
I never wanted to make you feel so small
Our story is just beginning
But let the truth break down these walls (oh yeah yeah)

And every time I think of you
I think of how you pushed me through
And show me how much better I could be

Here I am with all my heart
I hope you understand
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make
That mistake again
You brought me closer
To who I really am
Come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me (yeah)

You make me feel like I'm myself
Instead of being someone else
I wanna live that every day
You say what no one else was saying
You know exactly how to get to me
You know it's what I need
It's what I need yeah

Here I am with all my heart
I hope you understand (I hope you understand)
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make that mistake again (that mistake again)
You brought me closer
To who I really am
So come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me
What you mean to me

I'm waiting for the day someone will sing this for me.

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5:52 PM

So this is me.

I've been spending two separate days at Changi beach. Yes, random, but my dad wanted to go fishing. I love it there. The fresh air, the sea, the sky. Oh yes, i could be there everyday if it wasn't so far. And this week, I guess I ate awesome food ? Yep, more than any other week. I ate Nasi Lemak at Changi, one of my favourite stalls, and yesterday i ate Manhatten for lunch/dinner and garlic naan with butter chicken and keema for supper at 1 am this morning. Yes, i LOVE them. Gosh, i think i think about food way to much. TSK TSK.

Oh yeah, this week was hectic. Assignments due here and there and of course, TESTS! There were 3 this week, i didn't know how i made it through at all. I really wanna ace this common tests and exams, so i can prove to my mom that I can make it. So i'm thinking of staying back to study and revise at the library monday after school. The only thing is, i don't have any motivation to do so! I'm gonna cry if i don't buck up. Why am i so lazy? KickMyLazyAss.com :/

I guess I'm close to attached guys is because I'm supposed to be their best friend.

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4:22 PM

Sunday, January 23, 2011

So it's about time to update something eh? Should stop spamming formspring answers here, nobody ever sees them.

It's Sunday! And that means it's gonna be that dreadful monday tomorrow. ERGH. I have lots of assignments and tests coming up and i've not started! I just wanna sit at home, tumblr and twitter all day long. See that gorgeous looking babe with me? Yep, she's my best friend and i love gossiping with her! (: LOL and yes she's zee best!

So, i came across this phrase I'm always attracted to the ones i can never get. Its effing true. I don't know, but i guess for me to have a long relationship is when someone i am attracted to actually feels the same way towards me. So since I can never get someone i am attracted to, i guess i'm staying single for the rest of my life? Oh well, i know nobody wants me. I keep creating pointless drama plus i complain/whine a lot. So, i'm not an ideal girl. And i'm definitely nobody's dream girl.

LOL, i can really make a song out of what i'm feeling right now. I'm just that girl waiting patiently in the corner, trying to make you notice me.

lonelylifeforever.com

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4:13 PM

Cry? To feel better, i eat chocolate or ice cream :)

Ask me anything

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3:02 PM

Love love? Erm, when compared to how love should really feel, then no.

Ask me anything

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1:51 PM

YEP. Loads of time. And of course i still do like him, but feelings fade.

Ask me anything

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1:50 PM

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Ask me! I'm bored! uh, i Ask me anything http://formspring.me/LoveDoesMatter

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8:44 PM

Wow that'll be a LONG LIST. but my top three things that attract me most is 1) His sense of humour - If you can make me laugh, there's a chance i could like you. 2) Personality - He musn't be stuck up/ rude/ show-off. He should be a gentleman. 3)His eyes - Eye contact with me will definitely make me blush, and i like that.

Also, I don't like him to you know, have body art on him. Tattoos and piercings is somehow a no-no. And he must be my religion and strong at it.

Well that's it, i don't need him to be rich, smart, handsome, or hot. I'm average - well maybe lower than average - and he might as well be right?

Ask me anything

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8:42 PM

Okay, i know I'm not that active when it comes to my blog, but i'm trying to find the time. Anw, i'm using my sis's laptop because guess what? My laptop battery + charger spoil. Awesome right ? So now, i'm really useless without my laptop! ):

What happened during the weekends, is NEXUS CAMP. 3D/2N one. LOL Shari came along but she went back home on Saturday night. Pictures will be uploaded soon when someone tag me! That someone is RYAN. Gosh he took a lot of unglam pics seyh! But he's really fun to be around cos he's super funny. LOL somehow i love the Couple Dance, especially when he's dancing. HAHA i know, he's not my type, but the way he dances is super cute! ;)

HEH, and I'm talking junk with the guy who ripped his pants. Funny max luh he! Lesson to be learnt, NEVER slide down railings in school! The camp was great uh, but there were a lot of chinese going on. But i voiced out during the debrief, i don't know why i feel like crying back then, i guess i was just nervous because i hadn't spoken in front of a huge crowd of people in a while ;)

Yep, so that's it. An update of my life. Will write more if i remember! :)

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7:26 PM

Monday, January 10, 2011

So here i am, FINALLY blogging about the first week of school. Monday was totally boring, i remembered being absolutely sleepy and tired all the way. Tuesday, Wednesday, nth much.

Open house on Thursday and Friday. It was AWESOME, especially if Shari's around. Played Kinect, talked to some people, made new friends, and yeah, fun! LOL, i need more social events in my life, you know, get to meet more people, have more fun and laughter.

Ouh, after open house on friday, i went to Woodgrove Sec cos my little sis is having her campfire and we're invited. Her campfire wasn't that great, compared to mine. I remembered mine having loud cheers and the constant "Bomb Game". What they do to perform for their mini competition is to dance to a song. A SONG. From a freaking PA system. OMG what has happened to the fun of cheering your hearts out? Tsktsk.

Alright, weekends is slack time, i got some stuff from my wish list already! Weeee. School tmr, and it's 12.20am now. Great. Ouh, plus i'm going to the museum plus work a night. Long day tomorrow, i hope i won't fall asleep in the middle of class!

♥

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12:13 AM

Saturday, January 1, 2011

So on the first day of 2011, which is 1/1/11, imma write down my resolutions and all about me. I know, i make resolutions EVERY year but never seem to achieve them. Or maybe i just forgot about them? Maybe. So here goes.

In 2011, I need

To exercise everyday, or at least 3 times a week, minimum.
To cut down on eating fast food; maybe once a week.
To be on a non-carbonated drink diet; this have been going on for 9 days!
To save half my allowance every week.
To save half or more of my pay every month.
To worry less, have more fun.
To study harder and focus more.
To NOT be so naive.
To manage my time wisely.
To continue on my guitar playing.

I hope i really achieve my resolutions. So okay a little about me. I'm an April Baby, and i'm proud of it!

APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains.

Based on this, i don't really think i'm funny. Well not to my friends, but to my family... sometimes i guess. Yes, i'm stubborn. VERY (warning!!) and yes very talkative! Confident wise, I guess i act as if I am confident but during every presentation my freaking heartbeat will race and i will stutter everything out. And yes i am SECRETIVE. There's a lot of things you won't know about me, even if i spill some in the coming paragraph. I have tons of diaries, with different stories, blogs and such, so if you think you know me, then think again. I'm deeply complicated and its hard to figure me out. And yes, i am most definitely BOY CRAZY. I'm in love with many hot celebrities like Taylor Lautner and Tom Felton. Well, they're just two. My mom knows me best i guess, she always remind me that those boys aren't worth it. Simply because they don't know i exist. But whatever, i love daydreaming about them. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. So true!

DREAMS:

Okay, so i have dreams. My first one is to go to Orlando and visit the Wizarding World Resort thing. HAHA. I really really wanna go there! ouh and see my wishlist there on the left hand side of my blog ? Yep, 2011 wishlist. Part of my dream. Sometimes my dream is to be someone famous. Like a singer or a dancer. I love to sing and dance, but i know i'm not good at it. But my actually dream that can be achieved is to write a new song and play it on my guitar. I would so love it if someone could teach me how to sing and play guitar. I wanna be like my inspiration artists; Miley Cyrus and Taylor Swift. I love their songs so very much because its full of meaning. And i want to be just like them please!

FAVOURITES:

I love pink, black and white. I'm into cosmetic recently, i would love to have some pretty make-up and some cute little accessories. I might not be able to pull of that matured, sophisticated, grown up look but i'm trying. I am trying to be into fashion. I love Miley's and Emma's wardrobe style. But most of all, i'm searching for my own look. I love going for movies, no matter how silly or stupid the show is. Being in that movie theater and just watching shows is awesome. The feeling. IDK how to explain, i guess i'm just weird because i'm full of imagination. Most of all, i love the watch fictional movies. Like Harry Potter. Yes, i love that movie series so very much, i have every cd, read every one of J.K Rowling's books. And now i'm patiently waiting for Deathly Hallows Part TWO. So gonna be awesome! What else? Hmm, yeah, i love sports. Like Captain Ball, Frisbee, Bowling, etc etc. I've always loved them since i was a kid and i have many many injuries/scars to prove it. I guess i don't really care back then, but now i kinda do, because my skin could have been in a better condition if i would have just took better care of it. I also love many different guy celebrities. To name a few which have not been mentioned earlier, I love Nick Jonas, Sterling Knight, Matthew Underwood, Cody Simpson, Justin Bieber, Danial Radcliffe, Nathan Cress and the list goes on and on.

MORE?

So, i'm this kind of girl, who have a twitter account especially for quotes so that people could relate to how i'm feeling. it's not that bad i guess, it has a little over 16ooo followers around the world. Yeah, i'm a strong person i guess, but i cannot face confronting someone. I'm weak at that. I always keep it all inside where it can only hurt me and no one else. I rarely got into a fight with people outside like my friends, but i always fight with my sisters. Well my little sister. I guess maybe i'm a bit jealous of her, cause she's growing up in a world that is more developed. And she gets the things that i wanted so, yeah. So this year, i'm setting a target so i can save money and get the things i want. Instead of waiting around for someone to give it to me. And the thing about me is that i'm awfully shy. Around new people. I'm the kind of girl who wouldn't have many friends at the start of a new school, but at the end, i have plenty of them. I guess it takes time for a friendship to form. And I am single. But the best thing about it is being able to look at you know, cute guys ;) But of course, who doesn't want to be in a relationship eh? I guess i'm just waiting for the right one to come by.

TASTE:

In boys, hmm. I figured i like guys who are charming, and importantly, can make me laugh. Yeah, that's it. If you can make me laugh without trying, then my heart is half-way across to you. But of course i don't only need that. He has to be religious and a Muslim. Yes, its the most important thing ever. I don't like guys who have piercings, tattoos, because they scare me. And i don't like smokers, but in this generation is really difficult to find someone who doesn't smoke. I want someone who would know what to say when i am quiet. I am a quiet person, so if the guy is quiet and i'm quiet then there'll be this awkward silence. And i hate that. So yeah, he doesn't have to be rich, really smart or even good looking. He must be able to make me happy and understand and trust me. That's all.

Okay, i guess that's about it. Sorry for this long boring post, but it'll be awesome if you read through! :)

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2:54 PM

WELCOME 2011!

Welcome 2011, a great year ahead! Went to see the fireworks display, our car stopped just in time to see the fireworks. There was a HUGE jam, and the cars behind us keep honking because they can't see. As if we can move. It seems everyone is stopping for the fireworks (:

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12:27 PM