Nominate Syaf ♥ for a social media award in the Shorty Awards

I think about you like everyday. No joke. I know I don't mean anything to you, that what we possibly might have is all buried in the past. The frustrations I feel, knowing that I'll never be good enough for you.. It just breaks me. I might look calm and collected on the outside, but deep down, there's only a small part of me that's alive. And when ever there's a day where I can't help but think about you, I cry myself to sleep. Because missing you is just too painful for me to keep it all inside. Sometimes I want it all to end, like sleeping would be the last thing I would do, before everything becomes better. And then I woke up.. And everything I felt last night came crashing back. It's insane. It's unbelievable how I can love someone this much. But maybe this is all in my head. Maybe, I'm the one not thinking straight. Maybe, just maybe, I was wrong.