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Thursday, August 18, 2011

Once again, Taylor Swift has read my mind. This song, it's for you. You probably won't even read the lyrics or my blog, for all that matter, but yeah.. This song goes out to you.



You and I walk a fragile line
( We both know it's not gonna work, but we remain close )
I have known it all this time ( all this time )
But I never thought I'd live to see it break
( I never thought I'd see this friendship break )

It's getting dark, and it's all too quiet
( We've separated, there;s just nothing left to say )
And I can't trust anything now ( Not my feelings )
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake
( And you're treating me like I was a mistake you wish to forget )

Oh, I'm holding my breath ( Wondering why )
Won't lose you again ( I don't wish to )
Something's made your eyes go cold
( I can't feel the warmth anymore, I don't feel welcome )

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
( But it's too late now isn't it? )
I thought I had you figured out
( I thought I knew you )
Something's gone terribly wrong
( But I was wrong )
You're all I wanted
( Need I say more? )

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
( It's killing me inside )
I thought I had you figured out
( I did know you, but something changed )
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
( Sleepless nights, crying over you )
Can't turn back now,
( I wish I could )
I'm haunted

Stood there and watched you walk away
( Don't I mean anything anymore? )
From everything we had
( I miss us, I really do )
But I still mean every word I said to you
( I still mean it when I said I love you )

He would try to take away my pain
( Other people will try to make me forget )
And he just might make me smile
( And they might make me smile )
But the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead
( But I wished it was you, every time )

Oh, I'm holding my breath
( I'm still hoping )
Won't see you again
( Tried to avoid you, to forget you )
Something keeps me holding on to nothing
( But I keep coming back, I just don't want to let this feeling go )

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now,
I'm haunted

I know, I know
I just know
You're not gone
You can't be gone, no

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
Won't finish what you started
( Don't leave me wondering, tell me something )

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't go back,
I'm haunted

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
Never ever thought I'd see it break
Never thought I'd see it
( But I did )

Sunday, August 7, 2011

One of the nights I feel so lonesome, so here's a letter to you.

Dear you,

You'd probably forgot me by now. The times we spent together. Remember that? The inside jokes. The times you made me laugh so much I couldn't stop? Yeah, I guess you don't remember. Or how bout that night during camp? The one where we sat at the third level benches, where for the first time I told you that I liked you? I'm hoping you won't forget at least that.

So what happened between us? Things are different now. We hardly talk. It seems like we're just strangers again. And I hate it. Very much. I wished you could explain everything to me. Why you're acting this way, why you don't seem to care, but yet you still want to be on my friends list on fb. There's so many times I wanted to remove you again. Simply because seeing your name, your picture.. It just.. hurts me. I don't know why. I've been trying to let you go. But I guess I wasn't successful enough up til now.

I wish I could remove you as easy as it was for you to remove me from your life. Nothing seems right ever since you pushed me away. You don't know how many nights I cry, just because i miss you. And every time I see you with someone else, I wish that was me. I guess I was stupid enough to mistaken friendly as flirting.

I definitely respect your gf. Idk how she can be so understanding with you. Knowing you'd flirt/hang out with other girls all the time. I guess if it was me, I wouldn't last 2 days with you. I guess that's why things never worked out. I would have been selfish. I wouldn't have understood.

And I know you have a wonderful life. With her. With your friends. And I wish you all the best. I'll write to you more soon.

With love, xoxo