One of the nights I feel so lonesome, so here's a letter to you.
Dear you,
You'd probably forgot me by now. The times we spent together. Remember that? The inside jokes. The times you made me laugh so much I couldn't stop? Yeah, I guess you don't remember. Or how bout that night during camp? The one where we sat at the third level benches, where for the first time I told you that I liked you? I'm hoping you won't forget at least that.
So what happened between us? Things are different now. We hardly talk. It seems like we're just strangers again. And I hate it. Very much. I wished you could explain everything to me. Why you're acting this way, why you don't seem to care, but yet you still want to be on my friends list on fb. There's so many times I wanted to remove you again. Simply because seeing your name, your picture.. It just.. hurts me. I don't know why. I've been trying to let you go. But I guess I wasn't successful enough up til now.
I wish I could remove you as easy as it was for you to remove me from your life. Nothing seems right ever since you pushed me away. You don't know how many nights I cry, just because i miss you. And every time I see you with someone else, I wish that was me. I guess I was stupid enough to mistaken friendly as flirting.
I definitely respect your gf. Idk how she can be so understanding with you. Knowing you'd flirt/hang out with other girls all the time. I guess if it was me, I wouldn't last 2 days with you. I guess that's why things never worked out. I would have been selfish. I wouldn't have understood.
And I know you have a wonderful life. With her. With your friends. And I wish you all the best. I'll write to you more soon.
With love, xoxo
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:23 PM