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Friday, September 23, 2011

After seeing my results, all I have is regrets. Even though I knew it last year, that I should have put in more for year one, it's already too late. Year 2 broke me. It was definitely tough, it brings my friends' grades down too. I like my results now, but when it adds up to my GPA, it's demoralising. Its so difficult to increase my GPA once you get a few Cs in Year 1&2.

FYP. IAP. That's all that's left. IAP doesn't really count, all I'm hoping for is an A or a Distinction in my FYP. I hope it can help me. I really hope it could.

So now that my GPA cannot be helped, I'm googling career options and universities options that is still possible. My dream? Being an archaeologist. It fascinates me somehow. After watching the National geographic and reading about it during secondary school, I somehow loved it. Only now I realise what I really want. After years of pushing away the thought of having to work.

Yes, it's time to grow up. No matter how scary the future is, no matter what happens, I have to work hard to get there. Never say Never :') I hope I can make it. I might fail a lot along the way, but I'm not gonna give up. Not anymore. No more depending on others. I'm gonna do it myself. I'm gonna start to be independent.

GL.

Monday, September 19, 2011

You're like my own version of Justin Bieber.

And I just realised that last night. I love you like how I love Justin, but you're taken just as how he's taken. I wanna see you, as badly as I wanna see Justin, but both of you are in a different country. You can sing and play guitar, like how Justin can. I haven't heard you, but if I did, I will definitely love your voice like how I love Justin's. I miss you, like how I miss Justin when he came to Singapore. That agonizing feeling I have, in the pit of my stomach, that makes me think about you even more. And both of you are hilarious. And I guess what they say is true. Funny guys captures my heart. The sad thing is, both of you doesn't know I exist. That someone like me has feelings for you. And what you're doing with her is breaking a little piece of my heart.

But it doesn't really hurt when it comes to Justin. I accepted the fact that he's attached and I can't do anything about it. But you.. idk why it's hella difficult. I guess maybe because I still keep our past buried deep down my heart, knowing that at some point of time you were everything to me. How we lost it all. It all seems so unreal, that we were once so close. Where did we go wrong? Where did I go wrong?

And for Justin's birthday, I made a song for him, that he probably won't ever get to hear because of my cowardice and me not believing in myself. I wouldn't post the video because I was scared of the outcome, I know I wasn't good enough for him. And now your birthday is coming, and I actually planned a gift for you. But just like Justin, you'd probably never get it. Because I'm not brave enough to give it to you, because I'm just not good enough for you. And I'm thinking that you'd probably throw it away anyway.

And just like that, I have to slap myself awake. Believe that you're just another version of JB. Untouchable.