
Friday, September 23, 2011
After seeing my results, all I have is regrets. Even though I knew it last year, that I should have put in more for year one, it's already too late. Year 2 broke me. It was definitely tough, it brings my friends' grades down too. I like my results now, but when it adds up to my GPA, it's demoralising. Its so difficult to increase my GPA once you get a few Cs in Year 1&2.
FYP. IAP. That's all that's left. IAP doesn't really count, all I'm hoping for is an A or a Distinction in my FYP. I hope it can help me. I really hope it could.
So now that my GPA cannot be helped, I'm googling career options and universities options that is still possible. My dream? Being an archaeologist. It fascinates me somehow. After watching the National geographic and reading about it during secondary school, I somehow loved it. Only now I realise what I really want. After years of pushing away the thought of having to work.
Yes, it's time to grow up. No matter how scary the future is, no matter what happens, I have to work hard to get there. Never say Never :') I hope I can make it. I might fail a lot along the way, but I'm not gonna give up. Not anymore. No more depending on others. I'm gonna do it myself. I'm gonna start to be independent.
GL.
♥our lips must always be sealed
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