Biography

Digital Camera
High Card shoes from Converse [♥]
or Nike Dunks [♥]
Sk|| [♥]
A New Phone
Cosmetics from Mac/Maybelline [♥]
Justin Bieber My World Album [♥]
Hannah Montana Forever Album [♥]
Earrings from Helen
A good earpiece
Bracelet from Chomel
Justin Bieber Concert!
AUSTRALIA<3
JUSTIN BIEBER JUSTBEATS!
JUSTIN BIEBER SUPRAS
JUSTIN BIEBER NECKLACE
I want these too!
[♥] [♥] [♥] [♥] [♥] [♥]

Linksboard

Meet the people I love♥

Asiah
Azri
Hidayat
Marcus
Nicole
SHARI

Talkto me!

Followme on Twitter

Pastentries

Are you sure you want to turn back the time and read about my past?

♥ December 2010
♥ January 2011
♥ February 2011
♥ March 2011
♥ April 2011
♥ May 2011
♥ June 2011
♥ July 2011
♥ August 2011
♥ September 2011
♥ October 2011
♥ November 2011
♥ December 2011

Creditorials

NEVER REMOVE THIS SECTION!

Layout Designer:
♥chocodiiction-lovesxoxo*
Others:
♥ ♥ ♥

Friday, October 21, 2011

Mistakes. We all make them. We all go through with them. And we wished we could take it all back and re-do. But that's life. There's no undo button. Once you've made it, the only thing you can do is try to fix it, but sometimes it just doesn't work out.

To:
I don't really know what I'm doing to you. I shut you out of my life completely. Why? I'm not really sure. All I know at that one point of time, that text you sent me, hurts me a lot. Idk why it did, but I just didn't know how to face you. I tried to forget about it, but something tell me this isn't the way I want to be treated. So I guess the best way to make you "pay-back" what you did to me is to avoid you. Childish? I know. I wished I was more matured. But I can't forget what you've done. Because the damage is pretty bad, and idk why! I'm sorry to put you through this, but there's no way I could undo what I did. It's best if I let you go. I wasn't yours in the first place anyway. With me gone, one less problem for you right?

To:
For months I hold on to you, because I've fallen so deeply in love with you, and I guess you don't really care. Last time, when I see you, butterflies would appear in my tummy, my smile automatically comes on my face, my heart beating so fast. And you didn't even know. My love for you is unhealthy. And it got so bad to the extend that I cried some nights just thinking about you. And it hurts when you're making me jelly with every girl you flirted with. I guess I was naive. But now, those feelings I had when I see you was gone. I felt like we just met. The first time when we didn't know each other. Like that. I was comfortable with you, mutual. I'm still figuring out how I feel for you. And I'm getting damn pissed because I just don't get it. How can I love someone who hasn't got a minute for me, who is happy with his life without me in it? How can I love someone who treats me as if I'm invisible?

I am perfectly fine just being your friend. I want to go back to the first time we met, I wanna be comfortable around you again, but you wouldn't give me the chance would you? You're ignoring me, and I think I know why. It's either because you don't like me, or it's because you're scared that once we start talking again I'll fall for you over again. I wondered about it. But I know how to control my emotions now, so you don't have to worry about that anymore. I just miss us you know, the laughs. I'm not asking you to drop everything for me, but just give me that little care. That's all I really want.



Okay. LOL. I'm bored in my lab and I have a lot of feelings. So I'll end the post with a stupid picture of me!


- xoxo