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Love is our Resistance ♥
In my world, everything is better.

Biography

S.Y.A.F
I'm in love with TaylorL, CodyS, JustinB, TomF and many more ;) I'm a fan of TaylorS and MileyC, i love their music. Chocolates are my best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. I'm sentimental, i have more than one blogs, so if you think you know me through this blog, you're wrong. If you hate me or my blog, then click that [x] button on the upper right hand corner of your screen. I don't entertain haters and backstabbers. Don't be one.


My Craves for 2011

Digital Camera
High Card shoes from Converse [♥]
or Nike Dunks [♥]
Sk|| [♥]
A New Phone
Cosmetics from Mac/Maybelline [♥]
Justin Bieber My World Album [♥]
Hannah Montana Forever Album [♥]
Earrings from Helen
 A good earpiece
Bracelet from Chomel
Justin Bieber Concert!
AUSTRALIA<3
JUSTIN BIEBER JUSTBEATS!
JUSTIN BIEBER SUPRAS
JUSTIN BIEBER NECKLACE
I want these too!
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Meet the people I love♥

Asiah
Azri
Hidayat
Marcus
Nicole
SHARI


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♥ December 2010
♥ January 2011
♥ February 2011
♥ March 2011
♥ April 2011
♥ May 2011
♥ June 2011
♥ July 2011
♥ August 2011
♥ September 2011
♥ October 2011
♥ November 2011
♥ December 2011


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Monday, December 26, 2011

So 2012 is coming. Fast right? It seems so short, but I guess time pass when you’re having fun. We grew up, even though you don’t want to. And next year, I’m no longer a kid anymore. And I’ll miss it. I’ll miss having little responsibilities, I’ll miss studying for exams an tests (even if I complain about it) and I’ll miss just spending time with my friends. Adulthood is coming, and soon, imma graduate and get a job, hopefully. I’m scared of it. The future. I’m so scared of not being able to make it. And be a disappointment. I guess it’s not good to worry about the future, if we have today to worry about.

So let’s answer a few questions since 2011 is coming to an end.

Have I changed?

I used to be so emotional about everything. I still am, but not as much. Because I’m always occupied by loving friends who always have my back. I love them, even if I don’t tell them everyday.

Have I gotten better?

Definitely. I feel that I’ve gone through so much emotional break downs, but each time I get back up. I didn’t kill myself. I didn’t take drugs, or smoke. Even if I could easily turn to them. Well, that is an accomplishment right? I’m still here, ready to face new things. Face whatever challenges in front of me. I’m still fighting.

Did I give up on anything?

I did. I gave up on you. Because sometimes no matter how hard you try, if someone doesn’t love you back, you just can’t force them to. I’ve learn it the hard way, but at least I learnt. Make my own mistakes. Everyone does.

So let’s see the highlights of this year.

February

  • The day I made friends with sweet guy all the way from USA, Emanuel Valbuena Baez (:
  • Valentine’s Day: A memorable one, since I went out with people I DON’T EVEN KNOW.

March

  • My very first photoshoot by Jon and Joshua.
  • Elites Camp

April

  • My birthday
  • JUSTIN FREAKING BIEBER’S CONCERT!
  • Freshmen Orientation Camp.
  • Sakura Treat

July

  • Harry Potter – It all ends.
  • NDP Rehearsal

August

  • Sister’s birthday/National Day
  • Fireworks
  • POLITE

September

  • SEG Commissioning
  • SEG Chalet
  • NYP Doubles
  • Hari Raya
  • Start of FYP

October

  • Aces Camp

November

  • Last Day of FYP
  • Start of IAP

December

  • Christmas

♥our lips must always be sealed
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